<p><a href="https://www.patreon.com/beccabellamy/posts?tag=college%20changes%20everythin">Click here</a> to read the previous parts of the story.</p><p><img data-media-id="37471959" src="/31/02/3102563e4639f840c5fabc279401de07e886e55dd9f590589428183860ae44b4.jpg"></p><p>On the plane ride home from Florida, Joel couldn’t help but think about the journey he’d been on throughout his first year at college.</p><p>He knew Julia didn’t set out to cuckold him or help him explore that particular facet of his sexuality. It just happened that way. She’d explored her desire to have sex with someone else and in doing so she’d accidentally showed Joel a side of himself he didn’t know existed.</p><p>Now he was more convinced than ever that he wanted to end up with Julia. He wasn’t sure he wanted to be a cuckold for life, but he knew that part of him would always find it sexually exciting.</p><p>As that realization washed over him, Joel felt a whole new sort of anxiety set in. He wondered if Julia really wanted to be with him or if she’d soured on the idea of being married to a man that seemed to enjoy being cuckolded.</p><p>It wasn’t until a few days later that Joel finally got a chance to ask her about it. They had an hour before their next classes and they’d stopped by his room.</p><p>“Can we talk about something?” Joel asked. He could hear how tentative he was being. He couldn’t help it. He was nervous.</p><p>“What’s up?” Julia asked. Her eyes were soft and sweet. She seemed genuinely concerned.</p><p>“Well, we haven’t talked about it in a while…so I was wondering if you’ve thought about our future at all. Like, do you still see us ending up together? Things have changed a lot in the past few months, so, you know, I figured I’d ask.”</p><p>Julia looked down at her hands. She rubbed them together slowly before looking back up at Joel. “Can I be honest?”</p><p>Joel felt a rush of nerves. That didn’t seem like a good sign. “Of course,” he said.</p><p>“The truth is, I don’t really know what I want at this point. It’s still our first year of college. I’m 19 years old. If I’ve learned anything this year, it’s that I don’t really know myself that well and that I don’t want to make any massive plans for the future until I get there.”</p><p>Julia took a deep breath before taking Joel’s hands in hers.</p><p>“I love you, Joel. I really do. I know this year has been filled with unexpected surprises, but I really love you and I don’t see any reason why we’d break up. So that’s not what I’m doing. I’m just saying that I’m not really comfortable committing to marrying you three years from now. I mean, who knows where we might be in three years, right?”</p><p>In some ways, nothing had changed. Julia had been saying some version of that same thing since the year started. She hadn’t been as clear six months ago, but she had been clear that she wanted to experience new things and that she wasn’t interested in tying herself down before her freshman year was over.</p><p>“Can I be honest?” Joel asked.</p><p>“Of course,” Julia said as she squeezed his hands.</p><p>“Nothing has changed for me. I mean, of course, a lot has changed, but nothing has changed about my long term desires. If anything, I feel like we’re even better suited for each other. It’s pretty clear that I really enjoy what we’re doing, sexually speaking, and I still think you’re the most incredible woman I’ve ever met.”</p><p>Julia leaned forward and kissed him. “You’re sweet,” she whispered.</p><p>Joel wasn’t sure what that meant, though Julia had been clear she wasn’t going to provide him with the answers he wanted because she didn’t have them.</p><p>“I’m not going to break up with you, if that helps. I can’t see why I would do that. I’m having way too much fun,” Julia said.</p><p>Joel found that it helped immensely. He smiled and kissed her. He wanted to do so much more, but they both had class. His desires would have to wait.</p><p><br></p><p>“I don’t know why you’re so nervous,” Julia said as she walked with Joel.</p><p>“Really? I mean, we’re about to do something we’ve never done before. Doesn’t that make you nervous?” he asked.</p><p>“I’m about to get fucked by Quinn. I’ve done that more times than I can count, Joel. Yes, you’re going to be watching, but it’s not like you have to do anything. You just have to sit there and watch. You just have to be a cuckold, which is what you’ve been doing for months, really.”</p><p>It was the absolute truth. Joel had openly accepted his status as a cuckold to his girlfriend. He’d known she was fucking Quinn for months. He’d received dozens of cuckold handjobs. He’d gotten off to the idea of his girlfriend having sex with another guy. Still, he was nervous about watching for the first time.</p><p>“I guess you’re right,” he said.</p><p>Julia squeezed his hand. “It’s okay to be nervous,” she said as they approached Quinn’s building. “You don’t have to be though. It’s going to be fun, I promise.”</p><p>It had been Julia’s idea. Joel found it undeniably arousing, but he’d still been nervous about it from the start. He couldn’t help it.</p><p>Still, he’d pictured them having sex so often that it felt like a natural progression to actually see it in person.</p><p>They stepped into the lobby of Quinn’s building and Julia pressed the button for the elevator. As they waited, she pulled Joel close for a long, slow, sensual kiss. He was hard by the time she was finished.</p><p>“Don’t worry,” she whispered.</p><p>Joel covered his crotch as a couple stepped out of the elevator. He made his way on and Julia hit the button for Quinn’s floor. Just a few moments later they were standing at her other boyfriend’s door.</p><p>“Come in,” Quinn said.</p><p>Julia had spent countless hours at Quinn’s apartment, but Joel had never been and he was surprised at how neat and well-appointed it was. It certainly didn’t look like a college student lived there.</p><p>There was a bit of stilted conversation as they all sat in the living area. It seemed that Quinn was feeling a bit awkward about being watched.</p><p>For that reason, neither Joel nor Quinn objected when Julia took control of the proceedings. She stood up in front of Quinn and slowly unbuttoned her dress before letting it fall to the floor, revealing the black lace bodysuit she and Joel had picked out.</p><p>“Do you like it?” Julia asked as she spun around and shook her ass a little for Quinn.</p><p>A hungry, lusty look came over his face. All his energy was focused on the lingerie-clad beauty in front of him. “You look incredible,” he said.</p><p>“It’s all for you, Quinn,” Julia said. “I’m all yours tonight. I’m all yours whenever you want me.” Julia ran her fingers over her body. “This is all yours.”</p><p>Quinn reached for Julia and she straddled him. His hands moved to her ass and squeezed it as they shared a deep kiss.</p><p>Any discomfort Joel might have been feeling quickly washed away as a tidal wave of lust came over him. Arousal is all he felt from that point on. It was so much hotter than he’d imagined seeing his girlfriend grind in another man’s lap as they kissed.</p><p>Joel watched as Quinn moved his hands from Julia’s ass to her lace-clad breasts. She moaned into his mouth as he deftly played with her nipples, something Joel knew his girlfriend loved.</p><p>Julia didn’t seem in the mood for extended foreplay. Instead, she hopped off of Quinn’s lap to undo his belt and yank off his pants and underwear, revealing a rather large, rock hard cock. She fell to her knees and Joel watched in amazement as she seemed to inhale the dick in front of her.</p><p>Joel’s dick throbbed as he watched Julia expertly bob up and down on Quinn’s big cock. The sound of wet, sensual sucking soon filled the room. It was then that Quinn looked up at the other man in the room. A smile of casual confidence crossed his face. It was a smile that said, “Your girlfriend is sucking my cock and we both know she has no intention of doing anything with your dick tonight.” Or at least that’s what Joel saw in the smile.</p><p>Julia looked over at Joel when she finally relented and let Quinn’s cock fall from her mouth. She stroked him and said, “He’s big, isn’t he?”</p><p>Joel nodded. He didn’t want to say anything. It felt weird to admit it, even though it was obviously true.</p><p>“He feels so good inside me, Joel. He feels so good when he fucks me. Do you want to see that? Do you want to see Quinn fuck me? Do you want to see him fuck your girlfriend?” Julia asked.</p><p>Joel nodded again.</p><p>“I need you to say it, Joel.”</p><p>For just a moment Joel marveled at how different Julia was. When they began their freshman year, he was the only guy she’d ever slept with. They were madly in love and planning on getting married when they graduated. They had their future mapped out. Now she was on her knees in front of someone else and instructing him to tell her how badly he wanted to see the other man fuck her. It was astounding.</p><p>“I want to see Quinn fuck you,” Joel said.</p><p>Julia smiled and turned back to Quinn. “You heard him. How do you want me?”</p><p>Quinn stood up and pulled off his shirt, leaving him fully naked. Joel was impressed at how well-built he was. He couldn’t help but see why Julia might want someone like that on top of her and inside her.</p><p>Quinn picked Julia up and put her down on the couch. She reached between her legs and unsnapped the bodysuit, exposing her pussy. She was wet and eager to be fucked.</p><p>From where he sat, Joel could see Julia’s pussy perfectly. He could see Quinn’s cock move between her legs and slowly slide into her. He couldn’t see his girlfriend’s face, but he could hear her moan. He could see her hands moving over Quinn’s back. He could see the deep, insistent thrusts of the other man’s cock sliding into the girl he loved.</p><p>“Fuck me, Quinn. Please, fuck me hard,” Julia said.</p><p>The lust in her voice was beautiful. Joel couldn’t help but soak it in. It felt like he got more aroused with each thrust. It felt like his desire grew just as Julia’s seemed to grow as Quinn fucked her.</p><p>The room filled with the beautiful sounds of sex. Julia and Quinn both moaned. They kissed. The sound of her wet pussy taking a big cock drifted to Joel’s ears. He felt jealous. He felt wildly aroused. He felt like he wanted to fuck her and yet he understood that Quinn was better, that she preferred him, that she wanted Joel to be her cuckold.</p><p>Julia’s first orgasm was both the high point and the low point of the evening for Joel. As he watched her cum, it became clear that he’d never given her an orgasm like that. The way her body reacted to Quinn and the noises she made were entirely unique. He’d never seen or heard her like that before. It was proof that being with Quinn wasn’t just about being with someone new. He was doing something better. Joel found it arousing and a little depressing at the same time.</p><p>After her climax, Quinn got on his back on the couch and Julia got on top. She surprised Joel by taking her other boyfriend inside her in reverse cowgirl. She wanted to look at him as she got fucked by someone else.</p><p>“How does it look, Joel? Do you like watching Quinn fuck me? Do you like being cuckolded in person?” Julia asked as she bounced up and down on the other man’s dick.</p><p>Joel’s gaze darted from his girlfriend’s face to her pussy. He watched Quinn’s thick cock stretch her pussy. He looked into her beautiful eyes and saw the lust there. He saw the satisfaction. He saw how much she was enjoying having him watch.</p><p>“It’s beautiful, Julia,” Joel admitted.</p><p>“Why don’t you take your cock out? Why don’t you masturbate just like you did on spring break? Stroke your cock while another man fucks me. Stroke your cock while you watch me satisfy him with my pussy.”</p><p>Joel couldn’t say no. He unzipped his pants and pulled out his cock. He was mesmerized by the sight of Quinn’s cock filling his girlfriend and by her insistence that he sink deeper into his cuckolding. She wanted Joel to go all the way and he couldn’t resist.</p><p>Again Joel marveled at how quickly things had changed. He hadn’t heard of cuckolding when their freshman year began. He hadn’t even considered Julia being with someone else. The idea of her cheating horrified him, as it would have for any other 18 year old.</p><p>Now he was jerking off to his girlfriend riding someone else’s dick. He was jerking off to Julia fucking someone that she was openly, eagerly dating. He was jerking off to Julia getting fucked by someone she had developed real feelings for. He couldn’t believe he was doing it. He couldn’t believe any of it was happening.</p><p>Quinn groaned beneath Julia. He fucked his cock up into her pussy. He fucked her harder and faster. “He’s going to cum inside me, Joel. He’s going to cum in my pussy. Will you cum with him? Will you cum as he cums inside me?”</p><p>Joel nodded. There was no sense in saying no. He’d come too far. He wanted to orgasm. He didn’t care about anything else. He just wanted to cum.</p><p>Quinn reached up and played with Julia’s perky tits as she rode him. He groaned louder. Then, he stopped thrusting. He was cumming.</p><p>“He’s cumming, Joel!” Julia said in a loud, lusty voice. “He’s cumming inside me. Blow your load. Let it loose. Cum for me.”</p><p>Joel did as his girlfriend desired. He came for her. He came hard as someone else came inside her. He came like a cuckold. It was an incredible orgasm, and it wouldn’t be his last that evening.</p><p><br></p><p>“How long will you be gone?” Joel asked.</p><p>“A month,” Julia said.</p><p>She was going to Europe with Quinn. They were going to spend the first month of summer break traveling together. Joel wasn’t invited. He wasn’t sure what to say.</p><p>“We’ll see each other when I get back, Joel. I promise. We’ll have two weeks to spend together.”</p><p>Joel looked up. “Two weeks? That’s it? It’s at least two months before school starts again.”</p><p>Julia looked away for a moment. She turned back to Joel and took his hands in hers. “I know. I’ll be spending the rest of the summer with Quinn. His family has this huge vacation home on a lake. They spend their summers there and he invited me to go. I couldn’t say no.”</p><p>“You could go a little later. You could spend a month with me. You could spend six weeks with me and still have plenty of time with Quinn,” Joel said. He felt a sense of desperation, like everything had gotten away from him.</p><p>“I’m not breaking up with you, Joel. I swear, I’m not. We’ll still talk and text. We’ll still be in touch. You’ll still be my cuckold.”</p><p>Joel experienced an odd, uncomfortable mixture of arousal and anxiety as she uttered the word. She didn’t call him her boyfriend. She called him her cuckold. Julia clearly seemed to think of him as her cuckold more than her boyfriend.</p><p>“I want to be Quinn’s girlfriend for the summer,” she said. “I want him to be my boyfriend, and I want you to be my cuckold.”</p><p>“How can I be that if I don’t even get to see you?” Joel asked.</p><p>“Like I said, we’ll talk on the phone. I’ll send you pictures. I’ll give you the dirty details that I know you love so much.”</p><p>Joel couldn’t deny loving the dirty details that Julia provided him. The orgasms that resulted from her lusty handjobs filled with dirty talk were unquestionably powerful. He’d begun to watch them have sex more often since that first time, too, and he never failed to cum hard when he did.</p><p>“Are you sure you’re not breaking up with me? I love you, Julia, but you can just do that if you need to. It would probably be better, honestly. I’d rather not spend the whole summer dreaming about you only to find out that you’re going to dump me as soon as we get back to school.”</p><p>Julia pulled Joel close and kissed him. It was a deep, beautiful kiss. It was passionate and intense. It was the kind of kiss that a girl gives to a man she loves, even if that man doesn’t get to have sex with her anymore.</p><p>“I’m not dumping you, Joel,” she said. “You’re my cuckold, and I’m convinced that I want you to be that forever.”</p><p>Joel looked up. He was genuinely surprised. It seemed like Julia had changed her mind and was looking towards the future.</p><p>“Really?” he asked.</p><p>“Yes,” she said. “It might not be the future you planned, but I think it might be more exciting than the one you had imagined, at least if your orgasms are any indicator.”</p><p>Joel felt ecstatic. He wasn’t being dumped. He was being cuckolded. As much as he disliked the anxiety that came with cuckolding, he couldn’t deny the sense of sexual satisfaction that came with it. He’d never experienced anything like it.</p><p>“I’d love to be your cuckold,” he said.</p><p>Joel didn’t know if it was realistic. He didn’t know if he’d last the summer, let alone the rest of college and the rest of his life, but he was eager to try.</p><p>The End</p>